A good day...then drama! YUM!

Well I had my second interview at a church today to be the music director. The interview went REALLY well!!! YAY!! The current fill-in music director wanted to hire me today but it has to go through a committee first! So I should know in about a week and two days whether I receive the position or not! It was a very long day though I sang at my current church I am at and then I was at the interview church for about 4 hours! I worked with the choir and they have a LOT of potential! 

So the drama, I just wish people knew how to keep my name and my business out of there mouth! I try to avoid drama but people seem to love to drag me into it!!! It is very frustrating!!! GRRR...ON....YOU!!!

Mucho Love till next time,

JKB

More.

Ok so I have decided that I am going to start posting more on here even though I still do not know quite how to run this program yet! Well school started back up on Monday, January 12th, everything is going well! I sang on a student recital Thursday, January 15th, you can listen @ www.myspace.com/joshuakbrown the song is titled Standchen. It is one of my favorites by Franz Schubert. 

Next topic, life is going really well...I had a phone interview with a church Tuesday night with the Senior Pastor about a Music Director position and I have my in person interview this Sunday, January 18, I will be working with the church choir and one on one interviewing with the pastor and the interim music director....PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE keep me in your prayers for this great opportunity of growth in my life. 

Mucho Love to all who read,

JKB

Elaborate Lives.

Well. How can I start things off? I am trying to pin one emotion that describes this blog but so many come to mind! Bummed? Sad? Emotional? Happy? Cheerful? Cheerless? The list goes on but none of them seem to fit how I feel to the fullest! So much has happened in the past month that just seem to make me more and more sad when one thing happens after another! I have became a stronger person through God because He is the one helping me through most of the situations! 

I have come to the realization that life is just hard! There are always going to be rivers to cross and fences to jump but I have to keep going! All i have realized I can do anymore is pray. 

If you can not tell I am not the best at putting my emotions into word but I am trying!!! 

As Peter and Jason say in one of my favorite musicals, "I've never felt so Bare!" There that is the word I am looking for bare. That is how I feel BARE! I have just finally started coming to realize that you can not just go forth and depend or trust anyone! You will get hurt at some point in the friendship or relationship. Whatever it may be! I really want everyone who reads this to know that this is not toward one single person, this is towards numerous events that have happened in the past month! I WILL be ok because I know that my Lord and Savior by my side and will be there for me through thick and thin! Thanks for your time!!

JKB

Oh what a beautiful morning...

Or should I say afternoon? Well hello friends, family, and other people who may take time out of their day to read this blog! Well I am just going to make this a quick and simple blog today! EVEN THOUGH IT IS MY FIRST! I am about to head to the pool and catch some sun! I hope that this day for you is blessed by the Lord and you have a fabulous afternoon/evening!!!